she woke in a dark place with stars in her eyes
*trigger warning*
I was in Delia’s today and I just looked at my body in complete shock because it looked different than a few days ago and it’s truly horrific and I’ve definitely gained weight and idk it just made me sad because I’m so gross
one of the most annoying things about me is that i constantly need to be reassured that you haven’t started hating me for some reason
It’s really tiring to be incredibly disgusting looking bc I always try to pretend I’m not hideous so I buy really cute clothes to cover it but I basically just ruin outfits
I’m so fucking tired of being fat and ugly like so many of my friends are like “I’m fat” when they’re less than 130 lbs and honestly fuck that you look fucking great I would KILL TO LOSE TWENTY POUNDS OKAY AND BE 120 DO YOU EVEN KNOW LIKE MY STOMACH IS SO FAT AND MY THIGHS ARE FAT IT’S DISGUSTING AND NO ONE WANTS TO SEE THAT NAKED OR EVEN CLOTHED IT’S HORRENDOUS
